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2010-03-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

sm thinking personal opinions:

hmm.. i watched this video about this baby fighing with the cobra.. it really scared me in the end. what was worse was that its parents/ guardians were around in the background and they let it continue? even though was qc said is true.. the teeth is no longer there.. but if the baby has any wound the venom could sip in. the Baby would not be able to survive 90% of the time. WHo is to be blamed? this could hav been prevented.... so y risk so much as a life?

another point that i am enlightened by in this video is the extent of compassion we feel for living things esp animals. when one(including me) sees a video of a cobra eating a rat(?) or smth. i felt sad but not to a large extent. however, when i saw the baby being at risk and not even to the extent of being consumed, my heart went out to the child i felt so indignant. why is the life of a rat any different from that of a baby? arent they both lifes? wads the diff frm a rats life as compared to a human child's life? do animals deserve to die more than we do? how many chickens/ ducks or other meats have we eaten just to sustain our survival? more than 400 i guess. IS this 40o or more lifes inferior to this one of ours? i still think of one sentence that the guy in the show "sharks smth smth" that ms xu screened to us. the man said smth like "(humans are only) a species of apes out of control." the more i think of it, the more i think of it as true. we think we can control things, that we are to dominate earth. isnt that the same of dinosaurs? would we end up with the same plight as dinosaurs? no one can tell. if Humans do not help humans, who could and who would?

2010-02-04T01:14:00.000-08:00

hie! long tyme with no updates..:) haha.
anyway i have no idea why, but i really really relaly detest e learning. it makes the day boring. :( i would only do it if it is a no choice scenerio) haha..
anyway, conference called chestie just now.. so cute.. haha.. was being budged out by my sis.; just realised i had a webcam pre-installed. .hahas

e learning.. more learning.. dun get it.. but well.. i have only done math haah..

|:) when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.. so what am i?

2010-01-17T04:05:00.000-08:00

haix........ i miss a bit of 2a1... but i still like 3a1 a lot..:) haha.. i guess its kinda hard.. since.... well, when ur in sec 1, usually u dun really know many ppl in ur class, so well, u make friends.. but.. in sec 3.. ppl are more or less in cliques.. just talking to them becomes a bit odd, out of place kinda thing.. hahas... i guess thats how many ppl are feeling to, arent they? :) but i like 3a1 smhow........ 2a3 '09 are rather high:):) haha.. crap, supposed to b on comp to do el dictionary words n email math,..( and the op idol thing tmr.. Wats that?.. ) Wad am i doing?! haix.. cant help it! haix..pHYsics i dunno how to do the drawings.. feel like chionging tmr..

lol

2010-01-11T04:26:00.000-08:00

heys..... :) well.... yesterdae was really exhausting.. went down with happi. met wilson, raam, thomas n raymond.. lol.. wilson was like perv or smth.. he kept wanting my dog to pee? =.= haha..

anyway.. wad else? oo.. den after that went jogging with happi.. then.. can hm, went swimming. oo...... anyway,, i wonder whose my "angel" in that game.. smhow i want to know yet would rather nt find out.... yea.. dun make sense rite? haha..

anyway, went hm with carene todae after choir at 6+.. walked till 746 den saw my sis n mum, heading to dinner.. haix.. ended up doing physics theory at the coffeeshop..:) worked up.. how do i get an a1 for lit? n, can i make up to my sisters standard? haix..... i really really want to get that 70% award thing.. haix.. it was my goal for secondary life since i was p5(after my sis came in).. will i manage to get it? onli time will tell.. :)

yea,, LOL FINALLY UPDATED!

2009-12-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

oka.y. ppl... telling me to update.. so okay.. :) hahahs. . facebook is laggin me so i'd rather be here. okay.. lets c.. a LONG TYME! well .. lit play wayway over.. :( .... i'm glad n sad.. sch... well.. i really miss 2A1 n 1A1. . long story.. ahhas. next year my class is 3A1!!!!!! hahhas.. so technically, i will be a1 for all 4 years. .lol. . LIKe my sis.. y are our studies wise so similar? hahhas, ,, okay...

next topic.. errrrr........ okay.. i found my friend on fb.. okay.. not any friend... one of my best friends in kindergarden.. i had 2.. lol! anyway, he;s doing fine.. at yishun sec.. lol!

wad else? Jiaxin stays opp my block. .LOL .. went out with her that dae. .lOl .. LAME, ahhas. .hmmmmmmmm....... todae went ot her hm... teach her el.. lol.. i didnt wanna bring my cl.. cuz i dun like it.:) ahhas...... it was quite fun.. hahas.....

okay.. as for the dog.................... he's doing fine:) gt a new rugby .. ajajs.. he loves it and cant move away frm it!....... lol!

updating

2009-07-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

hmm...... well a few peopla have asked me to update my blog, so here it is

i HAVE maths TUITION!!:) hahas.. it is on thurdae, 6.30-8pm.. n it si with jinli, sam n chuhui... yeaps.. it a group one.. haha

lets c.. wad else? transformers 2 is quite nice..... ice age 3 is super cute!!!!!:) esp d squrriel and acorn thing.. i thought that for once he would manage to get the acorn, how tragic it turned out!.. lols.. but their actions( the two squrriels) were so adorable.. ahaha .. well, a lot of tests and exams are coming up.. n i have been slacking.. well.. i really ant to study now..( i always say, but do not do).. hahas.. wll try to study now.. :) hahas

yesterdaes

2009-06-23T21:26:00.000-07:00

went to subway yeaterdae.. sis bdae kinda outing wiht her friends.. n i was as usual, kinda d extra. .lols .......

after tt, went with mum to watch ghost of gf's past...... its just like a christmas carol.. lols. . a bit funnier.. a bit more emotional(?) yea....... mayb i was just d ambience.. teared.. den again.it is easy for mi to tear easily.. i dunno y.. in pri i go for a year without crying.. mayb more.. until mum canes mi of smth. now.. my heart seemed ot b more weak(?) or smth.. anyway.. den praise, sarah, emily came over 2 mi house.. lols.. yea..
den todae mornin, my sis told mi tt smhow. Igy had d mistaken idea tt i liked Nikolas, his bro.. ( not frm our class, frm church) .. Igy has gt to b kidding mi.. y d hell would i like Nik? i aint desperate.. lols. .

fun in d sun..LOLS.. JKJK

2009-06-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

well.. SM ppl have been asking mi to update.. so here it is:)

hmm.. busy really really busy sch hols.. everydae either goig to sch or. going 2 smgathering.. either by friends or family.. etc.. havent had time to catch up with hmwk.. haha

anyway. had choir camp tt dae. SUPER FUN!!!:) den yesterdae was council camp.. enjoyed mydelf pretty .. nono.. more than pretty much there.. EXTREMEL FUN!.. walked frm khatib to sembawang park.. n went highing away with ms"elektra" hahas. nope.. elektra was actually erica.. but mr tham gave her tt name.. my team members were really fun..e xcept for one or tow who were quite reserved. .lols.. i sure did bond more with d sec1 frm my group. esp erica n kyler n elijah.. hahas.. lols.. on d way back. i joined jinl, jans, n carene in the"dun forget d lyrics" kinda thing.. n we screamed our lungs out.. singing off pitch n off key.. cool rite? den for d words tt we didnt know.. we just "na-na-na-na OR ah-ah-ah" through it..:) hahs. . so fun..

when andy told us to walk faster or he would inform ms kaur.. suddenly.. all of us ran straight for d front!:) l... a biot lame details but hey.. u told mi to update rite?:) ahahas

tt's all.. guess wad i wanted to say is .. this hols is fun!!!!!!!Lol

now i am kinda missing d peeps frm counicl,choir n.. class 2a1!:)

lol

2009-05-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

this is wad i did just now to kill boredom.. though it is really killing mi,,

my first account(1):
hie

second account(2):
hello.. wad are you doing? :):)hahas

(1):
nothing.. just facebook-ing. . n.... chatting with u(or mi).. hahas

(2):
ooh.. IC..O.M. MI TOO!... hw COINCIDENCE!:) =.=

(1):
I SENSE sarcasm........

(2):
aww.. how could u.... it wasnt sarcastic.. i assure u.. *lame*

(1):
.... hmm. . anyway.... ...... i am thinkng of..

(2):
WHO? MI?????!!...
IKNEW IT. I JUS KNEW IT..

(1):
WTH..

hahas.. yupps.. this is mi. all lame n wadever not,,,, ....... hahas....... not average.. amtimes too high,, smtimes damn emo... smtimes i have alot of "dog talk" .. lols.. not talk to dogs.. nor SPEAK LIK DOGS =.=.... but.. talk ABT dogs... n...... use metophors such as.... "dog tired etc:) " ......

RULE NUMBER 1 WHEN COMMUNICATING WITH Mi:

pls dun talk bad abt dogs.. even if not abt HAPPY.. .........
pls dun say vulgarities....... i HATE it..

tt is almost all.. i guess.. hahas. ........ :)

:)

2009-04-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

A.P. A.P. does not stand for ariel pereira.. but stands for attitude prblm.. haiz.. i guess teenage life is really d tyme tt shapes our life's character d most erh? either that, or.. just tt this year is d year tt ppl start to show their true colours i guess..

while some pl have improved frm A.P. , and hardly ever has this prblm now:):)others hav just gone down d drains. .or maybe they were down alrdy.. but i jsut didnt peak in to notice... haiz.. A.P, A.P. A.P, A.P, this is not really a good thing to hve, but taken in d rite outlook, it can b learning n a learning process whereby we learn more abt it/how to cope wif it.. n all tt stuff.. n we change fir d better n becm a better person from who we were,,, shedding our pupa n ascending into d air, more confident than ever, wiht our brightly coloure wings(morals n knowledge, maturity, good $attuitude.. etc.. )

yupp i know u must b findin it weird yi am am @ this topic write now. . d dae before mye.. but. i am..

(i am who i am.. tell mi how i am(weaknesses etc.. but dun try to change mi... cuz onli i can change myself:):))

end of on a high note..

GD LUCK for mid year examination!!:)

hahas

2009-04-27T03:08:00.000-07:00

hmm.. lets c..

chee gin n chen qiang(?) i think it is.. they saw happi todae @ d park when my sis brought him down..:):):) !!!!!!.. hahas, chee gin' cq said happi was CUTE!!!!!:):) HAHAHAHAS.. yay!!!!! lols.. ok.. :):) hahas.. lols.. nothing other than tt to say:) lols

MYE IS up.. hmm.. i have jsut realised it 20 seconds ago.. should i mug? ,,, hmm.. is it too late?! hahas.. :):)

hmm.. n should i change place or not. . jinli told mi to stay where made mi happy.. hmm.. d prblm is.. BOTH places are gd with mi.. everyone is nice after all.. with d exception of one in class.. O_O hmm.. i dunno.. i kinda prefer my current seat.. smhow.. cuz.. teachers in front.. den.. they will push mi to study.. ::)

:)

2009-04-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

gosh.. met my dad.. THATS IT FOR MI.. jinli n i met him.. @ 736.. gosh.. n he was on his motorbike.. i know he saw mi.. n.. well tonight i really have to sleep early.. to avoid his questions later when he comes hm.. haiz.. living in guilt these daes..

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2009-04-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

T.T ........... ______SELF IDENTITY_________

Have you ever wondered for moment who you were, what you were to do in life, what your existence? I guess most teenagers can relate to that. At some point of your life, you will just look back and wonder, "what have i done for d last XXX years of my life?" "was it worthwhile fruitful and interesting? " "who's life have i really affected both in positive and negative ways?" well, i am no different. These thoughts have crossed my mind more than once.

Teenage life is usually the most crucial part of the stages in life in my opinion as this is where you at the peek at the forks of roads. everywhere you turn, there is a whole other path on that never ending ever winding stretch of road. We as teenagers are now standing at d fork of d road, n now everything is foggy. every path is unclear, while some are obviously more foggy than the others. where else some are more clear... d narrow paths seems to be more rough, while d ever winding roads are more smooth....... ... well.. if u were mi.. wad would u do? OK. forget u r not mi.. if u were u.. wad road would u choose?? d smooth and wide road? or d tough narrow roads which is more clear? ...... ................ .............. ..................... ........

i dont really know abt you, but i will most likely choose d narrow path.. however. this road is more bumpy, which means it will take more of my hardwork n stuff to get mi out of this fog. how long it will take i dunno.. but wad i am sure is.. no one said it was easy, but hey.. it is not hw easily one gets through smth tt makes a person grow stronger, (mentally etc.)..(of cuz it is gd if u can have high AQ) But more so it is how a person learns frm each and every experience ...

not going ot end on a high note cuz now i am not feelin up to it.. so.. T.T n bye

lurves

2009-04-15T05:58:00.000-07:00

hmm.. so.. just gt off the phone with ccy.. wth........ ...... dun ask mi how i gt his number. dun ask mi y i called him.. ok.. mayb i will answer to tt.. GUILT.. i guess.. haiz.. but.. HIS younger sis sounds so.. so so cute!!!!!!!!!:) HAHAS.. noth lik him i guess..:)..luckily.. jkjk..

den... tmr is SYF!!! i dunno if iam prepared. i doubt so.. but hey.. now is not d tyme...:) hmm.. gt b in sch byt..7 am.. alldressed in choir gown.. n ... make up.. gosh.. make up.. i guess. i am goign to b in sch by 6.25 tmr..

den.. hmm......... todae was emoing. in a way.. though in front of ppl.. didnt want to seem like it.. :):) so went to d playground near my hm. after sch.. (d community park) swung tt wheel thing rounds n rounds, getting faster each time.. this kinda always works for mi as... . well... d adreline rushin through my mind kinda lik.. makes all my worries fade away(yeah i know.. kinda lik drugs rite?! hahas.. running continuously will have d same effect on sm other ppl) den.. stopped d swing.. den thought abt everything most ppl said to mi todae.. thought abt sm problems. thought abt lit. thought abt almost everythin i guess... well, except for hmwk!:) hahas.. den... met that china boy again...( ooh.. not tt i am being racist... but i dunno his name) btw.. this guy is frm.. HUAMIN! WOW.. sam.. don.. tsktsk.. poor things..:)HAHAS.. JKJK.. :) wad a future generation.... hahas. joking... joking.. :):)

:)

2009-04-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

hmm. i was just bloghopping.. n.. i guess wad?? i passed ziyi's blog . d one frm peixin:) hahas.. now can get at sm one alrdy:) ... den frn her blog, bloghopped to jieliang,.. den.. JULINA!:) ..hahas.. yupps.. i am quite sure tt she is juline's sis n juliana's sis i ghuess, uz she is frm.. yishun town... n.. her hotmail starts with ang:) hahahas.. yupps i know.. not many will find this interesting.. but with nothing better things ot do in life(studying certainly isnt) ... i just cant help it!:)

ooh.. n den there is d lit thing.. it is not really stressful so far i guess.. n.. i think i may have ot nack out of d elements competition this year.. since,,, well.. d play is going ot take up most of my time..:) ... tt's quite predictable:) .... anyways it for lit so its okay :):) any way.. kinda looking forward ot it. cuz i guess there would b fun:)

den.. well.. todae i went to.. my gradnma's hm.. for easter... ... :):) hahas.. andrea is getting prettier n cute n more adorable at d same time . shes such a dear.... ooh.. n my "tutor" Erica.. was there:):) hahas.. talking abt maths.. maths test i two days~ n.. Erica(my cosin) kinda expects mi to get... i dunno a 90 and above??! .. hahas. last year it may have been a little possible. but this year.. i dunno.. but hey.. if i stop talkin now.. i get ot work.. it may b possible.. n .. i have yet to read my sci notes.. great.. just great... nvm.. at least todae is a better dae.. as compared ot yesterdae!

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2009-04-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

hmm.. lets c.....

i cant wait for tmr!:) hahas.. tt is cuz i have changed mi seat!>> i know tt i shouldnt be so mean.. but hahas. .... ......

shanice was so cute todae @ class.. hahas.. so innocent! n.. we had to taste roasted lamb, vegetable with salted veg, unleavened bread(not risen), apples+cinnemion++ many other weird stuff mxed together, ham with sm bitter herbs... d drink tt i liked among all (grapejuice!) shanice couldnt wait to eat d food(d lamb) lols,,

after d clas, waited for sis n mom.. saw emmanuel(sec1) n marieanne(sec3).. marieanne was still enthu abt 10th anniversary.. n.. well.. i think i was too.. emmanuel was kinda surprised to c mi.. (?).........

hmm.. den mi mum went hm with us.. met xuewen n annie @ northpoint...
eaten lunch.. n here!:)

thats all .. i guess.. yupps.. i know.. i am havin a low life now..:):)

... :)

2009-04-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

hmm how should i start of?

lets c.. todae.. well.. 2 april is/was my great-grand fathers bdae(mums fathers father) ... i didnt know it till, last sat/sun. my grandpa suddenly told mi mum tt on 2april was his fathers bdae. ooookk.. hahas..

lets c.. tmr is chen qiangs bdae.. ooh..!.. TALKKING abt bdaes.. winnie's present! i have to pass it to her tmr.. owe her for a month already(todae si a month) . .. n there si qc's presen.. n beverly's present.. n.. coming up in april, wilson's present(10th) ... yisi's present.. 13th april is somebody's bdae(who's?.. i cant rmber.. ) in may i have.. erm.. carene's bdae(17), Yi Qian(20th), amandae khoo(21st) ..... hmm.. i really cnt remeber any more already..

hmm.. so. 10th anniversary is tmr...... mi mum n dad wil be coming.. (is tt gd or bad? ) hahas...
anyway..erm. yesterdae n d dae before it was so funny. ... i was walking down d steps with wilson and carene yesterdae, after d rehearsal. i walked with carene n gandeep d previous dae, after d rehearsal as well... d weird thing tt happened was when they saw mi dad n his "pissed" off expression.. they immediately, d three of them immediately stopped their comversation.. n just.. kinda went away,. ... i find tt kinda.... WEIRD(?),, hahas.. ..... dots... . ..... yupps.. i know,, smtimes mi dad can b scary.. but he is generally OKAY..:):)

i thinktt is all i gt time for.:) .. may continue sm other dae.. if feeling lik it..

GD LUCK TO ALL TMRIN D CONCERT! all d best N JIA YOU!!!!!!!!:)

:)

2009-03-23T02:51:00.000-07:00

hmm.. lets c.. todae. i wasw supposed/ thinking of going ot malay conversational language after sch.. den.. i was afraid tt i would b kicked out of it.. since, i was just "joining" lik t, so.. went hm with travis.
walked wif travis n weikeong to d bus stp, den you qian and winnie came to d bus stop. travis had his friends wif him by then, so kinda awkward, so i went with you qian and winnie... to northpoint.. they went there to get for winnie's sis a present. i needed to get for qc his present as well, so.. i went wif them. we went pop & mini toons.. hmm.. damn hard to choose present.. so didnt get any at all..:) hahas.. winnie Z& you qian den had to go home, walked with them to interchange, den met amanda khoo there.. went back to northpoint with amanda, went to macs, i bought a mac flurry, amanda bought a fish fillet meal. hahas..:):):) den after i finished mi icecream, she bought a mac flurry too, walked on d way and ate. waled to d bus stop. hahas..

we waited for d bus for mi to take.. they were 800, 811 or 812. i talked with amanda frm 3.50 to 4.15, in which i missed abt 9 buses. we talked abt sm personal stuff.. hahas.. den.. i left for mi home. took bus 800. i reached mi door @ 4.30, and i realised smth.. i FORGOT MY KEY!. my mum was at hm, but sleeping.. happy was muzzled, so didnt bark. i left my bag on d chair outside mi house, n went to d playground.

@ d playground, i met d same china boy tt i did yesterdae, d one tt adored igy. .. hahas.. climed sm of d monkey things, erm,, swung around that wadever you call it, thouhg not fun cuz no one to push it, not scary(last tyme igy pushed it damn hard) .. den.. went hm.. mum already awoke by then, so i reached hm @ 5.30.:) hahas.. bathed, relaxed, den here!..

have alot of hmwk left.. gtg choing alrdy!:) hahas

:):)

2009-03-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

hmm.. todae i went to d playground.. n for once.i felt freedom. i just told mi mum, "mum, i am going to d park, will be back by 7.", and i just left d house... i feel so.. weird, cuz, i seldom have this kinda freedom..:):)hahas

anyway, met mi sis and praise and igy @ d park. it wasnt planned, so, kinda shocked to c them.
there was this 9 year old china boy who just simply adored igy.. copying him in wadever he did.. :):) so funny watching. from igy jumping frm d balancing beam to climbing up d metal thing(i dunno wad you call it) ..hahas..

but having igy there was kinda like having an elder bro.. kinda nice feeling actually..:):) i was trying toclimb that wadever thing and was screaming mi head off... den igy kinda lik helped mi up.. :):) hahas. for once. i kinda want an elder bro, intead of a younger one..:):) hahas. ...

den.. ...... ................. hmm.. wad else.. ..................... oh.. ............. i keep falling of tt shaky balancing beam.. i was almost always d first to fall, den i would pull mi sis or praise down with mi:) hahas..

ooh.. n igy wanted to swing mi around d playground, and it was damn scary.. of cuz i did not fly off. cuz he told mi to run while he *flew* mi, but i didnt run, ..hahas.. ......... ended up scratching mi leg.. hahas.. but.it iwas still so fun!!! .. erm....

yups.. i think i am kinda... starting to love igy as a friend/older brother.. :)

:):)

2009-03-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

hmm.. lets c.. yesterdae was igy's and vincent's bdae, n ps i just knew who vincent is yesterdae.. lols..

hmm.. lets c.. long tyme no post alrdy. .... yupps, n i told cheryl who i like.. i dunno y i did but i did, n we were like chatting n chatting during cat class.. hahas. no one scolded us.. :):) but anyway cheryl also confessed who she liked, so .. we're kinda even..:)

hmm.. i teased her.. hmm.. tt is almost all tt happpened... : ) watched marley n mi that dae n.. i cried,. alot.. hahas.. veri touching show.. not tt i am cursin d show.. anyway i am going to spoil d fun for u guys, cuz i am going to tell u wad happedned.. marley, passed on,, n mi sis and i went emo after tt.. we were lik "marley died, can you believe it? " anyway it was al d more more sad cuz, marley was a dog. happy lik kinda understood mi cuz he just sat next to mi, his head lying on mi lap, as though comfortin mi. :):) hahas .. if marley were a cat, i wouldnt have cried.. cuz.. hahas.. most of u guys should know y.. i dun need to elaborate.. haha:):)

circle of life

2009-03-04T03:01:00.000-08:00

he he!!!!.. hahas.. now i am not so emo alrdy... but.. i realised oh-so-long ago tt i am treating sm ppl d way tt i was being treated(a not so nice way) ... hmm.. i just wonder y she hasnt spoken up ... ... hmm.. is she trying to b nice? i dun remember her being this nice.. ... anyway.. i have been lik ULTRA mean to sm ppl.. n.. well , i dun like it.. i dun find it nice.(duh) ..... but..... hmm.. it is a sm kinda test to test(?) myself and ask y certain ppl behave in a certain way.. (physology thing) lols..

anyway. todae .. for d *courteous* thing.. i acutually wrote chun yu's name.. (for fun.. as a joke, cuz chun yu said tt if anyone wrote his name.. he would chop his head off) i thus LITERALLY wrote his name down.. yupps.. den he added another critiria... when ms koh reads out his name.. thne he would chop his head.. DOTS.. anyway.. she didnt read it out.. sad.:( .. ... n i wasted tt one vote.. hahas..
oooh.. i am OH-SO-MEAN.. .yupps.. i gt meaner each dae...... esp sitting behind a particular smone.. whom i vent all my anger on.. :):) .... when he is not there.. i get agitated.. sm how.. lik.. no one to shout/irritiate.. hahas.. but at least there is peace around ... when he isnt around.:):)

den for choir.. we had to stay back for sm african song thing.. whereby we had to learn d song.. hmm.. zun-ba.. blah blah.. oops.. i forgot d other song now.. :) ,,, den mr goh said tt carene, andrew and i are ind recording for this song. hmm. i think he is joking.. i am nt sure.. i hope tt all of us get to go.it will b so much more fuin with amanda.. hahas..:):) i am reallly beginning to lik her alot..:)

:)

2009-03-02T03:21:00.000-08:00

i guess.. my past posting about the results,, is not so accurate. hmm.. maybe, because mr goh could'nt really remember everything..

anyway.. as i am msning eve now.. i am just repeating it again.. hm. i think tt lately.. i have become .. VERY emo.. n.. i dunno.. just plain emo.. (not to d extend of cutting, i am NOT so dumb) i start crying for no rhyme or reason.. over a particular one...

anyway.. now my spirts are rather much cheered up.. at least for now.. n i am smiling!!! thx to evelyn.. hahas.. THANKS EVE!!! lols.. ....... ohmy.. my spirit is lik a rollar coaster, first EXtREMELY down, den now going up, higher and higher.. n now it is heading towards d peak of it.. whereby i am lik. on d top of d world or smth.. i really wish tt this peak wil nv come to a halt.. but den again, if d i am always at the peak, den d peak is nothing to " look forward" too anymore..

oh my.. i have takene twenty mins to write this.. n n.. now. it is slowly.. going back to d utmost lowest level again... n now it is rising.

2009-02-27T03:16:00.000-08:00

hahas.. todae. .i am in a DAMN GREAT mood!

i sucked @ op idol .. n i did NOT get through!!!!1 yippee!!!! when MR GOH told mi d news.. rather, i asked him todae during choir, he sort of beat around d bush, not wanting to tell mi exactly. hahas .. so i asked him.." mr goh, so did i get in?" he said.. " i dont think so.. nah.. " smth like tt, a little caucious in a way, .. lik he would hurt my feelings or smth.. lols..
hmm. wad was my respnse??

i was like" YIPpEE!!! i am out!! .. n said it in quite a loud voice. .( d sopranos were still rehearsing.. tsk.. so inconsiderate of me) . bnut i COULDNT help it!! i was in a rejoicing state of mind..
this are d results as far as i rmb so far:

carene-(nearly made it through, but not in)
nicholas( not in)
andrew( in to d finals!)
chestie(not in)

i have onli listed those whom i know frm choir, as evcen those tt i know, i cannot/will not say.. as i would not want them to get disappointed now. . sm of them mr goh said tt he wasnt sure of it. .n he couldnt rmb.. yupsss!!!! n i am STILL rejoicing.. hahas. . you cant get enouhg of wad u relish.. u know..lols ..

end of for now!:)
ta-ta n have a nice weekend. .cuz i know i certain would!

....

2009-02-21T15:45:00.000-08:00

gosh.. i dont think i am doing ANYTHING as a so-called director.. n since this is d case.. i think tt jg should b d director. ... i mean. he is doing a very gd job.. n thus he should b d director.. ...
n i thank guys for d concern, i know u mean well but.. .. but. i am getting quite irritated @ not being able to do this,, do tt,,, hahas.. n carene.. i am SERIOUSL.Y OKAY!!!!.:):):):) i am in d PINK OF HEALTH!. .......

..... yippe..

2009-02-19T03:22:00.000-08:00

yippee.. todae.. d kindness thing was rather much a success!. . esp thx to jig, nicholas, weier. ...
n 2 d " bullies" "suyi, gandeep, zhengyu, chu hui.. wei xiang, edwin, chen qiang, for coopperating (sry if i missed out any names.. )

wow.. i must say this.. .. nicholas has d potential to b a director/leader.. .....yea.. n so d same to jig..:) yups.. todae they did an EXTREMELY great job.... even thouhg they were not forced to.. or wadsoever.. :) so thx guys... : )

over to other matters.... hmm.. nothing much.. el test was quite hard.. ...... but stil a little easier than d previuos.. :) but d trouble is, i dun work well with "easy" .. yea .. i am a strange kid.. :):) anyway.. zara n i came up with rather much. great ideas for d kindness thing too.. so.. if our class co-opperates well..... den.. i think it would amount ot a WHOLE lot of fun..if u dun den....... Ock.. ooh.. :):)

hie

2009-02-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

i just realized this year that i have a cousin called Aaron(he is in p4 this years). yea........... i have a lot to say... but i have to get the script of the kindness done.. so bb!

hahas some pics

2009-01-07T05:08:00.000-08:00

hieo! hahas.. yupps...

erm. sry for not updating.. even though i do not know wad d updating is for.. ... ... hahas

just to keep MI up to date on wad happened these few daes..

err...

pretty much nothing happened.. just usual, but there was sec 1 orientation.. n i skipped my lessons.. ! hahas.. yea.. happI! i am so happi!.. hahas..

but now back to sch. i dunno wad to bring for wad.. n SO comfused..

yupps... err... wait i hav some overdued pics..

err.. here it goes.. :

natalie.. mi 2 year old cousins-cousin.. erm.qc.. wad was d word again? i am damn forgetful..
p.s: Gandeep thiS was d little girl u talked to!.. hahas.. :) N SHE LOVES CAREBEARS TOO! but she likes d pink one. :) hahas..

one big happi family?! hahas

mi cousin andrea(she is in p5 now.. n mi.. :):)

andrea!..LOOKS SO chinese rites.. ?! Her mum is pure chinese.. mayb tt is y.. :)

SLEEPOVER TYME!

MI other cousin. charlinda.! hahas.. mi sis n her doing medi-pedi in d middle of d nite( after mi mum slept, dad overseas then).. till abt 3.. ! i dunnoe if it is fun.. i nver tried bfore... at least i dun remember.. but it was fun being d photographer! ;) i have some pics of mi sis.. but mi mum dun allow mi to post them.. dun ask mi y.. she has her reasons..i guess ., hahas..

:)

2008-12-29T05:21:00.001-08:00

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history of yesterdae n todae morning

2008-12-23T20:36:00.000-08:00

hieo!. hmm.. todae.. since it is christmas eve.. hmm... i wont type abt other ppls gd points.. i find it boring alrdy.. hahas.. hmm..
.....

lets see.. mi dad back frm korea.. n i was in d airpot at 2 am.. hahas.. i wanted to sms weier.. or smth.. but mi high card no more money..
left a pathetic 2 cents.. hahas.. sry weier, i did nto reply ur msg..
oo...... n before i forget,, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! EVERYONE.. regardless whether u r mi friend or enemy.. though i dun think enemies would care to read posts.... hahas.. so.. well.. mi dad took pics of d snow n i dunno wad else.. i have yet to see.. but.... later i would load it to d comp.. n let u guys see.. kay.. lols.. as if anyone would care to see snow... EXCEPT for me.. hahas..

yupps.. oo.. n yesterdae i met another friend,, adeline.. frm opss also.. at d MP ceremony thing.. hahas.. Erina was seated 3 seats away frm me.. so not veri convinent to talk wif 2 other students in-between... hahas........ Adeline was seated beside me.. so we talked all d way through d MP'S speech(NOT veri well mannered/rude i know,, ) .. hahas.. mi mum nor dad was there.. so no one to tell me to shut mi mouth.. :):) tt is d gd point.. :):) hahas.. .. ... although when d MP looked in our direction.. we shut our mouths.. hahas.. :):) hahas... den.. when d MP started to talk abt contributions n how we were d FUTURE of Singapore.. .. it reminded me of how kqc would talk.. hahas, .. yea.. lik Jinli said.. it was lik a nightmare.. hahas,, but den i started laughing.. it was so queer.. hahas.. i missed seeing jinli as by the tyme the awards was given out. ... jinli had left wif her aunt.. :( .. but i did see "judy" ,, or jinmei though, yea..

d council meeting was OKAY..... ... quite fun..... ....... ... hahas,, ... yea.. tt is all.. i guess!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN EVERYONE! :):)

carene & i :)

2008-12-15T04:13:00.000-08:00

hahas. hey.. todae.. i went out wif carene to causeway point.. cuz.. gandeep, jinli & weier could not make it.. ;(..

anyway, carene and i was lookin for a present for gandeep! okay. err.. below is one of d Initial choices. ..

it frm kiddy palace.. HAHA.. could he wear? lols. it is a children kids size 7 or smth.. even a p5 cant.. lol? hahas.

darn, so DIFFICULT to get a gift... haiz.. den carene and i gave up.. went ot woodlands library to do hols. ass... did we complete it? OF CUZ! not.. ... lols.. lame.. oh.. n i crapped alot..i suddenly became high!.. lols..talking crap all d way or should i say.. lame stuff.. :.:

oh.. after d library.. i FINALLY got for gandeep a present..: )hahahas.. carene changed her mind abt getting tt gift for him.. haiz.. SO much for sharing.. lols.. jkjk..:)

damn.. i srill havent gotten christmas gifts. n it is lik. in two WEEKS? haiz.. d BIGGEST prblm lies with my sis.. how am i supposed to get for her a gift WITHOUT her knowing.. when she is going out we me all d OTHER daes?

look at how carene looks when she is angry.!! :) sry carene.. i just HAD to..:)

look at her now!

SEE? a smiel makes so much of a diff! hahas, so SMILE! :)lols..

:):) jig

2008-11-25T04:45:00.000-08:00

errr............ i really have nothing better to do(apart from reading).. so here to blog:):):):):):):):):):):):):)

lols.. hey.. last.. lets see. . err.. saturdae wad jig's b-dae...
so.. blog abt him? hahas..
err.. (i tried to post on tt dae, but comp came up with a problem.)

pRofiLe:
born on 22 Nov 1994..7 DAES BEFORE SAmANTha..

HOW WE MET:
ERR/.. DIDNT MEET... ACTUALLY.. EVE TALKED ABT HIM SMTIMES THOUGH.. BUT ONLY CHATTED ON9 SMTIMES..

CHARACTER:
KIND, CARING.,,... FRIENDLY.. APPROACHABLE.. HAHAS..

(P.S::: STUPID CAPS)

hahas.. :) aryani

2008-11-19T19:32:00.000-08:00

hieo
todae..i feel lik.. blogging..

well.. lets continue with the list.
Aryani

PROfile:
agE: 12++ Jiemin Primary School. todae is d psle results dae.. :):) oo.. should b.. oOO-OoO..

how we met:
1) our school was putting up a performance last year.. n aryani n me were in it.. :):) talked.. :) she was.. also. ..a "furry friend" sm stuff.. den.. we would talk alot during practise..(appropriate times)..
2) den there was teachers dae. .. i was smth lik a director(?) along with jinli.. :):) so.. aryani was also in it... :):):):):):):):):):):):) hahas.. :):)

her character:
fun-loving, cute reaction, LURVES kittens and cats.. caring.. :) a bit hyper.. :):) enthu.. :):)

next .. Gandeep

2008-11-16T02:26:00.000-08:00

well.. lets see.. who else?

hmm...
Gandeep?
PROfile:
born on 2nd January 1995. one of my best friends..:):)
CCA:Dance

knew him though my sis's sis in p6.. smth lik tt.. weird.. anyways... also through class (duh)..

character:
humourous, caring.... many more but lazy to list.. mayb update later or smth.. hahas.. :):)
btw, i updated afew ppls profile courtesy of tan jinli.. (alittle) :)

carene tan

2008-11-12T05:15:00.001-08:00

thx for eveRyting.. guys.. N GIRLS.. :):)

ERR.. MOVING ON...

lets see.. Carene?

Profile:
born on 17th march 1995.Used to be from PeiYIng primary school. lives near d sch ( though i did not ask wad block exactly).. tt is all i can think of now..

how we met:
during d sec 1 orientation. We were at d old library.. sat in rows. she happened to sit directly beside me, behind evelyn. started talk.. or smth.. :):) den we both went for d same cca on d first cca dae or smth. talked. talk.. talk.. ...

charaxter:
bubbly, straightforward(a little), cautious (at times) ...

sm more friends talk :) hahas

2008-11-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

TodaY.. i am going to talk abt- QI CHENG

well... i kinda forgot how we met.. mayb on d first few daes of sch? oh..well.... DEN soso.. GOT TO KNOW evelyn.. n sam.. den jinli was not close to him den.. so i did not really talk much to him after..

den jinli knew him better during art n when they talked philo.. hahas,,THen jinli n i always walk to d bus stop near his house to take 812.. den.. walk hm together.. yeah.. i think so..

HIS character:

interesting.. loves philo(lik jinli)... speaks his mind.. oo.. C U T E * Courtesy of tan jinli!!!!

this is what i am goinG to say so far.. i am tired.. *yawn* i think i am going to sleep.. :) or.. watch TV?

SaManThA fOO weN jInG

2008-10-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

A post REgarDINg.. SAmantha

I met Samantha in class(like.. duh) she was a girl with a pony tail. I was initially intimidated by her.. i was SCARED of her, i guess.. y ? i am not sure either.. I did not talk to her on that day... too many activities ;) Then i met donovan and samantha said smth about him.. she told me to call him.. smth ? (cant remember).... den we started talking... Jinli hangs out with her n i would b with jinli. so tt is how we knew each other. ? hahahas..
HER CHARACTER:
she is a girl who is receptive to comments :) thumbs up! and would listen and give due consideration to mend her ways :).. by the way. she loves BLACK....

P.S. : HER birthdae is coming up on 29th November and i REALLY do not know what to get for her.. still thinking... any ideas?

friendship

2008-10-29T17:47:00.000-07:00

talking about gd friends---- JINLI

TAn JiNLi is her name. She is 13 years old this year with short hair. She is a councillor and used to come from the same primary school as me. She was n still IS my best,best,really best est friend from P2 or is it P1?!. How we really knew each other was RATHER out of the ordinary(to me at least).
i was a girl who hated my Chinese teacher or overly scared out of my wits by her. thus, whenever it came to her lesson, i would get anxious and throw up.. that happened almost EVerYdaE. JINLI was not in the same class as me then but when it came to Chinese lesson she came over. she sat across me. We would keep quiet when the teacher was talking in the first few weeks of school. slowly, we opened up to each other and talked when the teacher turned her back. hahas.. looking back, it was kin of fun and silly. Gradually, we got more and more daring and talked EveN when the teacher was talking.. somehow, we never got caught though. ..
WONDER HOW SO? We got closer and closer together and for the icing on the cake, we were both the only one's nominated by our teachers to be prefects in p1. this meant that we had more time to spend together!. hahas
the following year was when we both entered the Same CLASS!. , .. . .. hahas .. it was a wholesome Fun year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK. so was p3, p4, p5.. .. . unfortunately, in p6, we were separated. she went to another class. .. :( but we did meet during recess and since we had the same teachers, that was something we talked about.
i did not expect her to come to the same school as me.. though,, not that i did not want her to come.. but... she had preferred AI over OP,, ,, but nevertheless, i was utterly glad that she came here! hahahaahhaahahahhaahahhahaha!!!!!!.....
her character:
sweet, easy-going, one that speaks her mind but is careful not to hurt, caring.. LOVES PURPLE! ESPECIALLY THIS
SHADE!

new me? hahas

2008-10-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

I just felt like dedicating this blog to my friends.. i am not sure why.. MAYB.. because i MIss THEM.. ALOT..

WELL. .. ANYway.... I deleted my previous blog as i feel that i was all about my problems.. ... complains.. .. on and on.. even though i can delete all the posts, i feel like.... i would be reminded of them.. well.. i kinda want to start"afresh" if that is what u can call it.. :).. .i do not want to be reminded of deeds that have made me upset.. well... i do not want to go into a too much of a detail as tehn i would be thinking of teh past.. AGAIN.. :).. well.. tythat is all i can say for now..

my posts would be of my friends.. how they have helped me.. how i knew them. i hope that nothing in it (if u do read) has been negative remarks or comments.. :) if there is.. feel free to inform!

Smile and be Optimistic! :)

Ariel